Today is officially my last day eating like a hryuk hryuk. I have until June 13th to make that little shit want to kill himself. Or at least smoke himself into oblivion. Besides, I am so tired of obsessing over guys who are not worth a second of my thought. And the only other viable replacement, since I can't seem to live without an obsession/distraction, is weight loss. Starting tomorrow: 800 calories per day. If I can manage it, no more than 500. A little bit of breakfast, a bar for dinner, gym in between. It sounds impossible right now, but I can do it. I know I can it. Even if not that extreme, I can at least do a bar before gym, and then some fruits or veggies in the evening. Lose weight or bust. The upside is I will be so hungry I won't have energy to focus on anything else.