I really didn't want him to go with me tonight. It was all just obviously - too complicated, too weird, too ugh. And I felt in my gut that it wouldn't work out, no matter how much I was looking forward to it. But when he actually bailed - even though I didn't want him to go, it still sucks to be treated that way. As if you are nothing important, nothing special. And I realize that not every boy I date will turn into a full fledged, serious relationship, but that doesn't mean I should stand for this kind of treatment. So the question is: do I proactively end it, by email of course since I just deleted his phone number, or do I wait for him to call in a week and subsequently not return his call/break up with him then? Either way, I feel shitty right now. And I need to put on a happy face and go out with my friends because I don't want anybody to know that I am actually disappointed. I am worth so much more. He just totally fucked up - no mercy.